i luvluvluv jay chou! neng bu neng gei wo yi shou ge de shi jiaan~ ow crap, stupid thing. AHH MY LEG HUUUUUUURRRRTSSSSS. my achy thigh D: tragedy.

THINGS I WANT VERY BADLY
to be able to do all amath questions
to have a pedicure
to have a facial
to get hand sanitizers
to get face wipes
to find the motivation to study actually i've already found the motivation to study
to study
to bowl well tomorrow and earn $

:D!! oh, and..
TO LOSE WEIGHT.

so i say a little prayerr,
& hope my dreams will take me there

where the skies are blue,
to see you once again,
my love!

i found a switch
you turned it on
i hit the ditch
you carried on

are you quite sure
just who you are?

oh noooooo. this is REALLY BAD. like really really bad. ahahaha. my imagination is running wild and setting my mind on FIRE. it burns!! idk man. ~.~ i should REALLY study for mid years. like seeeeriously, considering the first paper is like on wednesday. wee!

you know what....?!

i'm getting allowance in 2 days! Lovelovelovelove.
:D !

i hate typing things in giant chunks, like one huuuuuuuge para. so hard to read!

aiyah, friday some crappy rtc tourney, hope i win $! :D

aiyah... mid years...

AIYAH... SINGAPORE OPEN.. okay, i should actually caps the mid years, coz it's like worse. sighness ]:

YOU KNOW THAT IT'S JUST DESTINY'S WAY.

singapore. open. i bowl liek a cow, should i bowl sg open? intensive training after MYE's! HAHAH. 1 week. snorezz. but i must watch gg. at clare's house. HOHOHO!!

i'm a gummy bear, yes i'm a gummy bear
i am a rolling blahblah rocking singing gummy bear

SO I'LL BE WAITING FOR THE REAL THING
I'LL KNOW IT BY THE FEELING

moisturizers. to be replaced with hand sanitizers... and wet wipes with alcohol swabs. i wonder if swine flu will become a pandemic. i think it will.

i worry.

what stupid thing happened today? not many stupid things.. can't even remember the stupid thing.. butts. i have blisters on both my feet. (above heel there) coz i literally walked home from sicc, which is like REALLY. FAR. then there was the strongest wind, and i started praying that it wouldn't rain until i got home, coz i was like close to home but there were the obstacles (which were the hills) that made me unmotivated to walk quickly. in the end, i survived the DOWNPOUR! thank you God! but the wind was like REALLY COOL.

sometimes i really wonder what's our purpose in life. like i have to admit, i want a nice family and a nice big house with a nice big car and be able to spam $ in places like paragon and stuff, but really :l SOMETIMES I JUST FEEL SO PURPOSE-LESS AND AIMLESS AND..

oh my, i'm having a mid-life crisis. does this mean i'll only live to 30?!?! NOOOOOO.

but then again, what're we living for? even if Christians admit they live for God... WHERE ARE THE ACTIONS TO SHOW IT? i bet deep down they don't even think thoughts like that. or they think that they SHOULD, but then, HOW?

mid-life crisis. i just don't know *sigh*

so if we do live life for God and to well, do Godly stuff and transform the people kind of thing, does that mean we can neglect studies ( like mid years, and all.. )

IS IT WRONG TO MUG? IS IT WRONG TO NOT MUG?

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO (nuuuuuuuu)

point to note: i had another dramatic tragic love-story dream again last night. i think it's got to do with sleeping b/w 9.30-10 and then being rather light-sleeper-ish in the wee hours of the morning. and at some point in time, like at around 5am, the dream ends (due to the awakening) and the mind-fictionating begins. like NICE DREAMS, CONTINUE THE DREAM!!!!

i just saw the omega sign. i think it's so cool. OHMMMM.

i think i enjoy living in my little fantasy dream things.. i have a disney mind.

._.

i had a dream about a metal rock concert, a really big thing (house?) with a stadium in the basement, and a love story between 2 5 year old kids, but the guy aged 2 years after every year. so by the time the girl was 10, he was 15. don't ask me how it works. those are the FAACTS. then some other person (i don't know how this ties in with the rest of the dream, but it was me) was the sacrificial lamb so everyone else wouldn't have to die.. okay right. at this point in time i was like the 10 year old girl, only i was 16. so the guy must have been.. 27. WOW! anyway, then some flashback to the time when we were both 5.. TRAGEDY.. cry, sacrifice. oh that was happening when some association was planning to massacre the whole entire (house?) watching the metal rock concert in the basement, that's why there was the sacrificial lamb (me) ._. okay? it was a really cool dream.

BUT WHY DO I KEEP DREAMING
ABOUT
ROMANTIC
TRAGEDIES?

sigh. i want to study chem, but my chem tb is in school. and i need to borrow bio notes. and i need the... chem and phys spa file. UGH! i also need my f451. it vapourised. and i'm going to die if i don't have it. honestly, i will D: D: D: D: LIFE SUCKS T.T

i'm addicted to facebook quizzes.

today we BINGED. church, then BINGED AT LUNCH!! oh tragedy. T.T then we went to the gym afterwards to try to burn it off, but got lazy so we didn't really. then deb was on the cross trainer and didn't know if she was stepping back/forwards because she couldn't tell (which like, proves the points on her being an alien) then she goes so quickly and suddenly slips. then i get a heart attack and she starts giggling sheepishly. then she went home to get ready for her concert, and i'm supposed to do my phys spa thing. okay, tomorrow i'm going to get a 2008 bio paper to do.

left vntricle, right ventricle.. *sigh* okay. SYSTOLE!! anyway.

JESS LOVED HER BIRTHDAY PRESENT. I KNOW SHE DID. SHE KEPT GIVING US CAKE. there's no other explanation! and she didn't answer truthfully when we asked her if she'd ever wear it, since she' legal now. happy birthday to jess! :x haa. i think being in a girls' school is more pollutive to the mind than in being in a mixed school. i mean like, in a mixed school you get pregnant and stuff, but that's not as bad as HOLDING IN ALL THE RAGING EMOTIONS AND UNLEASHING THEM UPON THE WORLD WHEN WE STEP INTO JC. ow i just cracked my hip.

the saddest conversation (b/w deb and david)

PART I

debb says:
hi david we're doing you. how'z you

david says:
doing me are you?

debb: says:
yes, are you satisfied?
anyway, we have to finish up this project for school ^^ would you spare a few minutes of your time to answer these few questions?

david says:
certainly madam

debb(: says:
our survey is on the combustible effects of women's choice of lingerie on men, hypothesized to also have affected the economic downturn, and their individual socio-economic status as well as character traits such as liking cheese, wasabi, and choosing to bring wet wipes out (omagad, this is a personal attack towards me)

david says:
and the questions?

debb(: says:
1) which do you most associate with cheese; g-strings, thongs, granny panties, bras, corsets
2) which colour, out of the 5 below, would you most prefer to see on your girlfriend
a. red
b. black
c. green/yellow
d. blue/purplee.
e. other
3) what do you think push-up bras smell like and taste like? and what do you speculate the purpose of it is
4) would you ever experiment and try on a bra? if so, which type would you expriment on?
5) how long do you expect a bra to burn under a luminous flame and what effect do you suppose this would have on the demand supply curve as well as america's economy. also, what colour do you think the flame will be?

debb(: says:
^^ pls answer, your honest and sincere answers will be greatly appreciated and of high value to our very indepth project

david says:
right
o1. corsets
02. teal

debb(: says:
THERE IS NO TEAL.
ok fine.
wait, is teal closer to green or blue?

david says:
3. possibly faintly of gouda and milk powder, and probably a similar texture and taste as damp cardboard. most likely because they weren't meant for sane human consumption
4. the 'would you ever' here is redundant ;) one of those new-fangled water thingymajigs

debb(: says:
o_o you know too much (coz deb didn't know what a water bra was until very recently)

david says:
5. Quite some time actually, depending on the type of brasserie of course. And I'm sure that the mass combustion of women's underwear will greatly boost the bra market and revitalise the Capitalist Economy. and probably an eclectic mix of colours, depending on dye of aforementioned underwear

debb(: says:
that's nice. we've been pwned.
michelle's brain has combusted

david says:
you're welcome

PART II

debb(: says:
the leaves are awfully green today
and right! IS YOUR SURNAME PRONOUNCED AS

david says:
they seem a bit brownish actually

debb(: says:
AH-OW or ORHHW

david says:
or maybe they're just happy because it's so bright
you know, i really don't know
flip a coin

debb(: says:
CHOOSE A OR B

david says:
A^2 - B^2

debb(: says:
(a+b)(a-b)
so we get..a = -b or a = b
if a^2 - b^2 = 0
JUST CHOOSE A OR B

david says:
B

debb(: says:
sob. hahaha
ORHW

david says:
oh lulzy

debb(: says:
your surname is henceforth
ORHHWWW

david says:
hokay

debb(: says:
HAHA michelle's sky is PINK (explanation: when i was 4, i painted a picture and painted the sky pink. back then, i didn't really like pink. i guess it's just a part of me that hadn't manifested yet)
LOLOL

david says:
funny, i used to think you had to register and stuff (refering to the surname)
sky?

debb(: says:
really?hahaha
YEAH

david says:
wipe the strawberry topping off her eyes

debb(: says something about changing his screenname to just 'david' if it should ever be used as public info

david says:
i would be mortified

• point to note. up there, we kind of gave away his surname, so now everyone will know who he is. the changing of s.n. to david part is.. uh.. it's purpose.. is.. FUTILE? anyway.

dinner time.. T.T binge.. tragedy.

JAP DRAMA TAKING ETERNITY TO LOAD!!! DECOMPOSING. T_T. CIP. crying in progress. LOL! i feel rtarded. and like mye's are so near.... and i like TOUTARHLAYE haven't started studying. and my lappy thingy is either lagging/ not working. coz when i type, things dont come out D: tragedy. i'm going to rant for a minute and hopefully by then the video would have loaded. cip. cannot rant for so long because my LAPPY ISN'T REGISTERING WHAT I TYPE EVEN THOUGH I AM TYPING AT THE SLOWEST SPEED IN THE UNIVERSE.

i have a theory for losing weight. under my circumstances, when there's like NO ready supply of a million food choices, i binge during mealtimes! however, if you compare it to milooo.. there were lke a million food outlets to choose from and they were sorta niceee, but i barely ate! of course there might have been external factors.. okay who am i kidding, there WERE external factors. LOL. kay. so to add on to the theory, you need a REEELLY GOOD DISTRACTION. then you'll feel sick of eating after awhile, coz of the eating every 3 hours or something, and then you'll not feel like eating anymore! WOOHOO. i want to go back to milo~! HAHA.

THIS IS FAIL

me: eh grace, where you come from? (she was at ze-eie's seat)
grace: i'm from china, don't you know? my passport-
me: i thought you were from japan.
grace: i was born on the border. this *upper body* was born in china.. oh shit china and japan aren't next to each other.

LOL.

mr lim writes p p ball on whiteboard. (pingpong) then grace writes.. b b pall on my paper. SIGH GRACE!

it must be deb's blurness and stupidness (LOL) that diffused into her during math when they were sitting together! :O so bad until grace said stupidness. *sigh*

MY VERY PRODUCTIVE WEEKEND.

did bio spa file (most of the things required i hope)
watched like 4 movies. detroit metal city, handsome suit, butterfly lovers anddd.. my dna says i love you. the last one's like hilarous. D BLUE PEEELL, OR D RED PEEELL? just kidding. i duno what colours they are.

i feel SICK!!
omg. can't put a finger on it

oh, i also did bio notes. and sat on my specs. I AM SO SAD NOW IT'S SUPER CROOKED AND THE LENS POPPED OUT COZ I TRIED TO FIX IT LOL WEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

life sucks.

HEHE I CHANGED URL! lesseee... thurday's tuition was hilarious. it was like miscommunication #1

miss lim : did you hear thunder?
me : no
miss lim : i thought i heard thunder.. there! did you hear it?
me : i don't hear thunder. wait. are you talking about my dog, or thunder, like *points outside window*
miss lim : *points outside window* that thunder
me : oops ._. no i don't hear thunder.
*Booom*
me : okay i hear thunder.

how fail. HOW FAIL! i conquered the contact lens & the removal of the contact lens TWICE ALR. giggles. i feel awesome. first time (in) 30 mins LOL. 2nd time 10.. and it's like all my mean unsupportive friends go like, "oh wow, that's.. fast" AND THEY TOTALLY DON'T MEAN IT! AT ALL. sadface. ]: poutfrownstare. LOL. okay, highness. deez eez nort gud. my life eez boring. sou boring i do bio notes for 2 hours and still feel BORED. omagadddddd. then i go play bejeweled.. beat taugay.. then taugay beats me.. then i can't beat her D: ... then i go play solitaire in my solitary moments.. and th saddest part is i'm blogging to myself! TRAGEDY! at least the clouds move. they're my friends. *smiles@clouds* now i feel like an idiot. because i'm "smiling at clouds" and typing out th things that i can't do, or the random things i want to do.. and then i rant about shiet. then i start imagining my brother having a voice change. bec. as of now he doesn't sound the same.. or it's just my music?

and i rant. to myself. OH TRAGEDY!! my sister's going to wash her face. she buay tahan. it's very oily.

IS THIS THE REAL LIFE
IS THIS JUST FANTASY
CAUGHT IN A LANDSLIDE

blahblah.

open your eyes
look up to the skies and seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i'm just a poor boy (ohmagad, coz i went for sex change no$)
i need no sympathy (if i'm poor i need sympathy)
easy come, easy go
little high, little low

ANYWHERE THE WIND BLOWS
DOESN'T REALLY MATTER TO MEEEEEEEHXXZXZ.

MUMMAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

LOL. gayness. stop! halt. CEASE! (seize.. oh right. i almost mixed those 2 up. like thought they were spelt the same way.. GIGGLES)