what stupid thing happened today? not many stupid things.. can't even remember the stupid thing.. butts. i have blisters on both my feet. (above heel there) coz i literally walked home from sicc, which is like REALLY. FAR. then there was the strongest wind, and i started praying that it wouldn't rain until i got home, coz i was like close to home but there were the obstacles (which were the hills) that made me unmotivated to walk quickly. in the end, i survived the DOWNPOUR! thank you God! but the wind was like REALLY COOL.

sometimes i really wonder what's our purpose in life. like i have to admit, i want a nice family and a nice big house with a nice big car and be able to spam $ in places like paragon and stuff, but really :l SOMETIMES I JUST FEEL SO PURPOSE-LESS AND AIMLESS AND..

oh my, i'm having a mid-life crisis. does this mean i'll only live to 30?!?! NOOOOOO.

but then again, what're we living for? even if Christians admit they live for God... WHERE ARE THE ACTIONS TO SHOW IT? i bet deep down they don't even think thoughts like that. or they think that they SHOULD, but then, HOW?

mid-life crisis. i just don't know *sigh*

so if we do live life for God and to well, do Godly stuff and transform the people kind of thing, does that mean we can neglect studies ( like mid years, and all.. )

IS IT WRONG TO MUG? IS IT WRONG TO NOT MUG?

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO (nuuuuuuuu)

point to note: i had another dramatic tragic love-story dream again last night. i think it's got to do with sleeping b/w 9.30-10 and then being rather light-sleeper-ish in the wee hours of the morning. and at some point in time, like at around 5am, the dream ends (due to the awakening) and the mind-fictionating begins. like NICE DREAMS, CONTINUE THE DREAM!!!!

i just saw the omega sign. i think it's so cool. OHMMMM.

i think i enjoy living in my little fantasy dream things.. i have a disney mind.

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