&though time goes by i will always be in a club with you in 1973,
singing here we go again

(okay this blogger thing is weeeeurd again)
i want to dress up as the cheshire cat
because,
i AM the cheshire cat HOHO
(i'm pink&purple, fat and veh veh shneaky :x)
yes. unfortunately i cannot find pink&purple striped socks. and pink&purple clothes.

i have an idea to buy white clothes and then spray paint them pink&purple. of course it has to be cheap bec i have no money. sigh!

AND I AM FAT
I HAVE GAINED 1KG+
GAINING IS [ N O T ]
WHAT I'D LIKE TO DO
NO. IT IS BAD.

i will wake up at 7+ to run. yes i will. T_T Fatness.

i wonder if i'm self-centred. Yes.

i wonder if other people think i'm self-centred. ANSWER TRUTHFULLY PLEASE.

i also have a theory that i go through the same things before exams. this may repeat again before o levels. READ APRIL 27 09 BLOGPOST!!! (happy birthday grace ;x)

OKAYY WTF FOR THE PAST WEEK I'VE BEEN TRYING TO BLOG BUT I CAN'T BECAUSE blogger.com doesn't load. then i try http://www.blogger.com/ AND ALL IS FINE. omgg. i feel. retarded. Enehway.

this morning it rained. AGAIN. i think it may have been around 2-3am, but i was too scared to look at mah phone. bec like, open eyes, lightning lights up dark room. throws scary shadows on the walls, etcetc. but i just realised i could've humoured myself with a particularly apt line from a particularly apt song.

SUNDAY MORNING RAIN IS FALLING~

hahahaha. Okay. something wrong with me. NEED. TO. STUDY. BIO. i don't know manxz. i don't even know what i don't know. sigh!

today, deb did a very stupid thing. she boarded a bus, took out her ic, tapped it on the sensor thing and asked, "eh, why not working?" then i looked back and saw and BURST OUT IN LAUGHTER.

hello everyone knows ez link =/= ic. ahahaha deb ;x

and, i think my brother said this..

me: you know at coronation have new york new york?
brother: yeah also have starbucks starbucks (gg)

I LOVE MY LIFE! w/ the exception of lit exams. ss and geog (maybe) aren't that bad. i think. i need to study for geog. just maybe. T.T DIE

AND A FEW NIGHTS AGO I DREAMT OF GIVING A _ TO A _ WITH A _ WHICH WAS REALLY GROSS.

LOL. AND NOOBACIOUS. VERY NOOBACIOUS.

durians. are. evil. or really really good. yesterday because of durians i argued with my dad, coz apparently he told me to put the durians on the outside bench 3 times but i didn't hear him, so i just brought it inside then asked where to put it, and when he said the bence i didn't know which one and in the end (like after 3 more times) he told me to go out and put it ther and i got quite pissed, so when he said thanks i totally ignored him. and he said it 3 times. now that i look back, i have a really really bad temper and attitude. jeez, is it so hard/painful to walk outside and put durians on the bench? i should be thankful i have a house big enough to require me walking out to the bench instead of complaining. even if it's late it won't take more than 30seconds. sigh. i really have a bad attitude

And. i realised what a selfish little **&*@7^#~ i am. seriously. i feel really bad after all of it, coz.. well. yeah. ugh i feel horrible. but i'm glad we had yesterday to talk and bond. fights, when reconciled, bring families closer, and i'm thankful for that. especially for forgiving family members [: