durians. are. evil. or really really good. yesterday because of durians i argued with my dad, coz apparently he told me to put the durians on the outside bench 3 times but i didn't hear him, so i just brought it inside then asked where to put it, and when he said the bence i didn't know which one and in the end (like after 3 more times) he told me to go out and put it ther and i got quite pissed, so when he said thanks i totally ignored him. and he said it 3 times. now that i look back, i have a really really bad temper and attitude. jeez, is it so hard/painful to walk outside and put durians on the bench? i should be thankful i have a house big enough to require me walking out to the bench instead of complaining. even if it's late it won't take more than 30seconds. sigh. i really have a bad attitude

And. i realised what a selfish little **&*@7^#~ i am. seriously. i feel really bad after all of it, coz.. well. yeah. ugh i feel horrible. but i'm glad we had yesterday to talk and bond. fights, when reconciled, bring families closer, and i'm thankful for that. especially for forgiving family members [: