i feel giggly today. Nobody knows wai. Tis strange~

FOOD for thought (pun!)

Do chickens come with more than 1 heart each? (Because Clare ate 20 chicken hearts at a buffet.)

today: 6 hours nonstop of lessons. like 3 tutorials and then 3 lectures then BREAK. at last~! from 740-130 no break.. so insane. then PW then PE. pe was height and weight. this dam imba machine takes height and weight tgt. it's like a sensor above your head. so that means it was really fast :(

i gained half a kg. sianzepuaa... then we went to do inclined pullups (which i can't do. i did like 6?) and standing broad jump. we only did them once. hahaa! but then i had training :S i think i ran/jogged/walked like 2k+ ? at potong pasir. I FOUND MY WAY TO PPCC FROM THE MRT WITHOUT HELP OK. I USED MY COMMON SENSE + NAVIGATIONAL PAWAH!

aiya.. i gained half a kg.. because i didn't go toilet before it. and i ate alot at 1.30 because i was hungry :( and because my brother gave me his wallet to buy food (free for me!) so i bought hello panda and milo which were both really unnecessary. FAT. PHETS. PHATS. but the 0.5kg probably didn't come from there :\ so that means.. I GAINED WEIGHT ARGH.

my boobs shrank. they r tiny nao. smallish. okeyz i need to go toilet soon.

right, what else happened today.. i ate pandan cake. my grandma makes the best pandan cakes EVER. :D yay for pandan cakes! they're so fluffy. i love squishing them (: LOL *defeats the purpose of fluffing them up in the first place* but anyhoo!

nothing else to blog about.. i miss youuuu ♥ i'm sorry for being insecure half the time :( okay poof!

i have to do chinese and RIP and and and and chem and math. don't need to do econs.. nothing for Gp.. nothing for PW.. okay, guess it ain't so bad after all. ARGH, have to do bio. i take the 'it's not so bad' back. i also have 2 hours of chinese in the afternoon tomorrow NOOOOOOOO

oumaigawd. i'm so full i could die. i swear. i haven't felt so full in like, 6 months. plus. not christmas, not new year, chinese new year. NOTHING made me as full as i am now. i henceforth conclude that it is UNWISE to eat when you are hungry. gym -> hungry -> binge -> die. now i'm going to die. i'm so dam full i don't think i can WALK. good lawd. *faint* and if i faint i'll prolly puke (if possible) and then die. whatever happens, i'm going to die because i overate. i may explode. *SPLAT intestines SPLAT* oooh, how icky.

it's more than just words, it's just tears and rain

THE RAIN IS MAKING ME EMO.

not exactly. i just like that song. hoohoo! shit man still need to do chinese. at least tomorrow only got gp tutorial :) and chinese. and like, pe. that's a lot of time wasted :O Hmm..

Where'd you go, I miss you so

Seems like it's been forever since you've been gone

i'm so good at procrastinating :\ haven't finished chem and math tutorials. i'll do it during tomorrow's lectures i guess. i don't get the gc D: there are too many functions. when did life get so complicated? *SIGH* oh well, at least i have lumpy. *hugs lumpy*

AND RIP BLUEPRINT THING IS DUE TOMORROW I HAVEN'T STARTED ARGH OMGWTFBBQ. nevermind, i'm going to grow taugay. green beans, i'm +ve. i asked deb where taugay came from and she said taugay plants *twitch* so helpful. (NOT)

tomorrow i don't have training! so i can revel in my pain&misery without having to go through physical exertion. Yay? i don't know if that's good or bad. i feel fat. i think i gained weight. (i definitely did. eeyugh) i didn't even binge on chinese new year goodies! :( this is not fair.

i despise water retention. what's that all about anyway? helps reduce the effects of blood loss because there's just as much liquid? *faint* it just makes people (ie me) feel fat. which i am, but anyyway..

i am also unfit. have i mentioned that? but apparently through training i will be fit. dad says i'm supposed to run 13mins by the end of j2. i think that's a wee bit insane, considering i'm running 16:30-17 now. he's definitely insane. i need to do my work!! i don't want to :( :(

i need to change my work attitude. yep. definitely. i don't want to be infamous in the staff room through jc. MUST.. CHANGE.. please, give me consistency! (not like cookie dough or pastry kind of consistency) but the kind of consistency that doesn't require much effort but makes my academic life easier. time management.. is key.

DEAR CLARE, YOU NEED TO GIVE LECTURES ON TIME MANAGEMENT FOR THE GOOD OF EVERYONE (me) HAHA! mk need to catch up on my work and do tutorials. and my rip :S :S

i REALLY NEED T DO SOMETHING ABOUT RIP. ARGHHHHH *dissolves into thin air?*

HEHE, ME HAS A KYOOTE DUCK CALLED LUMPY! I LOVE LUMPY (: lumpy is fadorable. school was awesome :D only 3 periods. gp, math and bio. mmhm, totally awesome. with a break in b/w somemore! i love wednesdays (: can go home early. wee~

but wednesday is over, and i fear i bleed. (you can't trust something that bleeds for 5-7 days and doesn't die A_A) ahahaha. today gotta go find articles. tomorrow gotta go decide on something to research on, research on it and fill a mahjong paper up with info by friday. THIS FRIDAY. omg, how? no need to sleep alr :( *sneeze* and i'm sick! :(

i have reason to believe there is another davin out there rickrolling me. Life sucks.

i feel so fat!! need to go exercise. i have training on friday :D yay lose weight. i may gym tomorrow if i feel like procrastinating (because i really don't want to get to the research thing T_T) SIGH

i'm just spamming nonsenserubbish. ohyes! i watched.. shiz what did i watch ?_? oh i watched percy jackson :D it's quite cool. HADES IS FREAKING SCARY IN DEMONIFRIT FORM. SHIT MAN DAM SCARY PLEASE. but it's hilarious that mount olympus is accessed through a LIFT in the EMPIRE STATE BUILDING and hell via hollywood (how symbolic :x)

HONEYYY, DON'T YOU WANT TO GO TO CHURCH NOW?!?!?! DIDN'T YOU SEE THE SPIRITS BURNING IN THE FIREPLACE??? DIDN'T YOU????? ARE YOU NOT AFRAID? I AM!! it's scary T_T

ok now to article hunting. procrastination ovah.

I BINGED. OH GOOD LAWD, I BINGED. i feel so fat. then i played ddr on wii for like, 10mins then i got too tired and went up to bathe. HAHAHA (because it was really hot and i was sweating) 10mins cannot burn off all the calories.... and lunch... i ate so much for lunch.. damn i just gained 0.5kg. life sucks D:

OH WELL, the day in chronological order!

last night i slept at 11+, dad woke me up at 12 and moved me to meimei's room coz dvc was staying over. sister complains.. anyhoo, then i slept until 4. couldn't sleep anymore after that because i was at the edge of the edge of the edge of my sister's bed, and she was kicking me. it's like there's this queen sized bed and she has to SHOVE ME OFF THE EDGE. so i gave up and went back to my room. dvc was still awake soo (MY BED WAS EMPTY) and then i went to sleep in my room hahaha. at 6 i went back to my sister's room. by then she was in the centre of the bed again so i went back to my original corner. and by 7.30 i was at the edge of the edge of the edge AGAIN. officially woke up then. went to my room aaand DVC WENT TO SLEEP.

why can't you sleep at normal times!! :( Sob. okay anyway so i spent the next 3 hours looking for something to do for 3 hours. breakfast, jigsaw puzzle, piano, audi. apparently i make very good porridge!! okay fine not make, i just mix the things on the table into the porridge well :P my brother said so! :D and he's vair picky so that says something :3 it started off plain okay! totally plain. just water + rice + slices of ginger (ew) then i showered at 11+ and went to mum's place for lunch.

ARGH LUNCH. ate ham and ham and more ham (with sodium nitrate?) then pumpkin soup, beef and lots more ham. but i'm vair proud of myself for staying away from them kuehbaidi's with icecream that were being passed around :3 i won $90! :D awesomeness. from in between (aka BANKO~) how awesome is that :D :D :D i now have spending money! :D anyhoo!

then rachel's family came (godpa) and all. they played more banko and a bit of poker using gummies as chips. i just sat out and reveled in my winnings HEEHEE what an ass, right? :O kay anw then we went to deb's.

SHIT THERE WERE SO MANY PEOPLE AT DEB'S HOUSE. I OPENED THE DOOR AND WAS LIKE PHWOAR-200-PEOPLE-STARING-AT-ME. then i convulsed in laughter bec dvc was behind me and 10+ of my (ex)classmates were there. along with another 10+ strangers/others. STUPID LINA LAH SO NOISY! GIVE ME THE FACE.

speaking of face, i hope drinking more water gets rid of all these pimples popping up on my face!! T.T

anyway in the end we went in and there was this awkwardness floating around the room for a good 20mins (i could have died and prolly dvc too. but he has VAIR thick skin so that's okay. for him.) after a while he went to hang out with peterisaackoh and gideon. WTHECK they're so scarily similar. everyone (peter+clare+etc.) kept going on about couple photos +_+" wut.. and stuff. so embarrassing! i'm sorry for subjecting you to that, love. but then again your thick skin protects you x_x so i guess only i suffer. SUFFER IN SILENCE/ALONE!!! then we talked and talked and camwhored on photobooth and talked then threw stuffed toys at each other and talked.. it was a really fun reunion (: i love 4g/t09! you guys are the awesomeness *heart* but i don't really miss lina much BLEAH xP boo to lina.

i miss eva!! evaa :( sob. kay anyway... then i went home and ^ refer above. i'm going to revel in self-misery because i binged and i feel so fat now. my fbts are squeezing my phats, though nobody really needs/wants to know that.

P.S. i'm sorry i have a man voice )x

french manis are awesome, i can't stop looking at my nails HAHAHA. oops, narcissism. *admires nails again anyway* OKAY I'M OFFICIALLY VAIR TIRED i hope dvc comes over soon bec i might actually be asleep LOL then.. what's the point in that right? +_+ idk. the only thing i know is i'm vair tired

(oops, i forgot to publish this last night HAHA)

continuing! what did i do this morning..? oh i gymmed with clare. then we ate together at si, and i'm getting fat. MMY BODY FAT PERCENTAGE IS 29%! but it's prolly not that accurate, so idk. i don't think it's 29% now!! :( stupid machine. it's a mean machine.

came back home and watched mulan. I CRIED. at the touching reunion w/ father scene. it's so touching!! and i'm an emotional wreck, so.. if you put those together. x_x' ARGH I HATE WATCHING MOVIES WITH PEOPLE LOL TOO EMBARRASSING!

nothing to dooo. going to stone and stone. and stone. Phwoar

WE HAD A DIAGNOSTIC TEST FOR GP. ARGH. IT WAS SO OMGWTFBBQ! I DIDN'T KNOW WTHECK I WAS WRITING and i think i churned out 1 and a half pages of crap. no doubt about it. pure, unfiltered verbal diarrhoea WEEEE. i went off topic so many times HAHA but didn't bother to erase the chunk because it took up space and at least it looks like i WROTE SOMETHING. (unfortunately, incoherent) i need to go read my GP notes things.

jiahui: i'm allergic to jellyfish

me: huh? how would you know that?

jiahui: uh, i've eaten it before..

me: OHH, i thought you touched it before

LOL. omg stupid moment of the day. so my new class is going to get kicks out of my phailmoments like 3g'08,3g'09 did. OH MAN, I'M GOING TO MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCHHHH!!!! it'll never be the same without you all *heartbreak*

i feel like sneaking off on friday. i don't know if my og's going together for take-5... if they are i wasn't informed :( they hate me. SNIFF! i wish i could pon but i alr took mc last week. and then i got sick after that, so... i'll probably get really sick if i take mc on friday. ughh.

I DON'T LIKE LIPIDS. firstly, they make you fat. (because they ARE fat!) unfortunately, sugar doesn't work that way. like sugar makes you sweet... NO THAT DOESN'T HAPPEN IN REALITY, 2BAD to all you sweet-toothed sugaraddicts. hah.

i'm alr mugging and it's like the first official day of school, really. REALLY. omg, and i'm so tired :( jc is so tiring. from assembly to 1.30, i had NO BREAKS. none. nil. nada. tutorial x3, lecture x3. it was unenriching, boring, sleep-inducing, etc. i wish they would just start lessons. THE ECONS LECTURER IS SO BORING OKAY HE SPEAKS MONOTONOUSLY. i need to get a different coloured jacket. i definitely can't sleep in a bright pink one and hope to remain inconspicuous/undetected.

i think i should go finish reading my lipids. and maybe do econs.. forget it i won't. i'm going to play audi for awhile, then MAYBE i'll do some work. then i'll sleep. (: yay for sleep!

GOING TO/FRO SCHOOL W MY BROTHER IS VAIR VAIR WEIRD. oh well, at least i can ask for favours TEEHEE.

i like dead roses o_0 they look vair cool.

and i have chinese tomorrow. SUCKKYYY, SUCKYY. and i'm eating instant noodles at 9 for dinner, and i have no time to go through my lecture notes before tomorrow.. and.. i'm whining/complaining.. like a ninny. and my instant noodles are starting to taste weird.

i shall share a secret most of you reading this probably do not want to know. I HAVE BEEN BLOGGING IN A TOWEL THUS FAR!! IN NOTHING BUT A TOWEL, because i just came out of the shower and my noodles were alr starting to soak up the soup so i ran out and started eating w/o wearing my clothes. HAHAHA!

okay, ache tomorrow + pe, and trials on wednesday.. seriously at this rate i'm going to lose so much weight. yay! as long as i don't keep eating ice cream D: NEED TO STOP EATING ICECREAM! oh, the word icecream is awesome. it activates them gastric-juice glandcells. need to eat ice cream. omg. need to stop thinking about eating icecream. ARGH NEED TO STOP BLOGGING ABOUT ICECREAM.

okay, to digress/change subject, i feel like drinking ginger ale. shit. why is this all oriented around food? i'm going to get fat at this rate.

BIO IS LIKE CHEM. CHEM IS LIKE, I DON'T KNOW. jc life is stressful, everyone mugs and you feel inadequate when you just don't have the inspiration/motivation/drive to study. at all. REALLY! the teachers expect you to go to the library during your free time to go FLIP THROUGH TEXTBOOKS. WHO DOES THAT?

why am i in RA? why did i take the placement test. why did i accept it? T_T... and i need to do this weird research thing on food and/or water. WHAT?? WHAT?? WHAT????

anw then we went to ikea to get paint/furniture and stuff coz my sis wanted to redo her room. she got this uber cute bean/kidney table that weighed a tonne. and.. we got rugs/towels. LOL right anyway. aiya, it wasn't vair exciting. deb&i just randomly plonked ourselves down on chairs whenever they were available. and beds.. the beds are hawsome :3 sleeping is hawsome.

and in the end there was no paint. there was a nippon there 2 years ago!!! then it disappeared and became a food-selling thing.. at some point in time. so we went paint-hunting.

then i bowled. with clare

THIS IS SO BORING TO BLOG ABOUT, NOTHING INTERESTING. watched angels&demons w/ clare and dvc came in halfway.. he waited an hour + for a bus. it took that long to come +_+"~ insanity. unreliability. i'm sleepy.

phwoar. i don't like my grandma. she's so judgemental. :(

he's 12. it's a passing phase in a young boy's life, geez. even my bro said that last time. then she gets all "you can't say such things, it's your mum's birthday. stop talking rubbish." with this vair vair serious/scary look on her face. CHILL, GRANDMAA. judgemental woman.. i just hope i don't become like that. i will not judge people.

i will not judge people.

i will not bitch about people.

i will not gossip.

i will be nice.

shit, there's this dam scary scholar in my class. she like knows it all and doesn't try to hide it. she's freakygeeky. i'm coolgeeky HEH HEH. anyway, omg. i don't want to sit next to her, ever :( it'll kill whatever self-esteem i have left! SIGH.

i will be nice.

yay for no hug withdrawals! until 12hours later. evil withdrawals. i'm like, on crack or something! :O essentially crack.. i r addicted.

aah, bio. we got like so many notes, all on carbohydrates (lolwut?!) and our syllabus. it's this thickass stack of paper that supposedly helps decide our a level results/fate. i need to go flip through it sometime.. what was i supposed to do on sunday. OH YES. i'm going to bowl on sunday because i have bowling trials on monday. it's rather insane, i'm going for trials having not bowled seriously for 6-7months. im going to dai. so what if bowling rejects me, and archery rejects me.. i shall just have to join the alchemy club :S

but apparently it's just this chem shiz. MISLEADING, DECEPTIVE PEOPLE! I SHOULD'VE KNOWN SOMETHING AS COOL AS AN ALCHEMY CLUB COULD NOT POSSIBLY EXIST IN THIS ERA WITHIN AN EDUCATIONAL INSTITUTION. life suuucks.

kay tomorrow i get to see dvc again ♥ yay! awesomeness. haha, pigpigpigpigpig. my brother just got back and just as quickly went shopping for school shoes +_+ wtheck i didn't even get school shoes, they're just sports shoes :S sigh! i want seaweed.... i don't think he bought seaweed :( sniff.

okay, i've nothing else to say, except that naruto is mildly amusing. phwoar.

I'M IN SO MUCH PSYCHOLOGICAL PAIN. EVEN WHEN I KNOW IT'S ALL PSYCHOLOGICAL, I CAN'T GET RID OF IT. IT JUST GETS WORSE AND WORSE. AAAAAAAAAAAH. I'M DYING. HELP ME. i am sorry, o toenail. i will never stick another needle under you again T_T.. OUCHHH

qn: do you like the backstreet boys?

normal people: yes/no

the abnormally, exceptionally retarded: i may run and hide when you're screaming my name, alright. wishing i could take you in a different way alright~

(this is not a personal attack, it's a demo LOL)

today a guy in rj was playing kiss the rain by yiruma. it was so awesome. it inspires me!! i want to learn how to play it :( but it's so darn hard, sigh.. and my brother threw the scores away. evil fella. k i'm going to like, play piano for 30mins then go gym or sth. wee! i shall lose weight and try not to think about my toe that is BLEEDING SO PROFUSELY. i may actually die of blood loss..

*sigh*

sorry, i put madness but then sparta.. sorry. HAHA. goodnight, world!

i want to watch the imaginarium of doctor parnassus. it's supposed to be uber awesome. wee! and NINE! yay, mooveez. haha

Hmm. i should move my laptop back to my table but i just feel so lahyzee. the sofa is so nice and soft to sit on with a nice soft back thing to lean against... i feel like i'm drifting off to sleep! i must be tired. in the sun, i melt into a puddle of lard. (cue ew) LOL~ i love my pink jacket!!! thank you tau :D for bringing me to the shop. it's so awesome. pinkkkkness incarnate. weeh and i alr had my daily exercise. today's a great day! i hope i don't overeat for dinner, mebbe spam fruits. then my day will officially be awesome :D

♥ i ♥ you ♥ :3

i just went to the gym :D i did like a wee bit of cardio and then abbzz and triceps. goodbye, wings~~~ goodbye fats! i love gymming. makes you feel awesome. might be the endorphins but heck whatever it is, it's weee~ okay i'm going to bathe now. phwoar

AS I WAS SAYING.. omg digress again, but i think i got ESIP scholarship. wee, cheap school fees! time to ask dad to put like 1/2 of what i saved him into my bank :x moremoneymoremoneymoremoney.

anyway~! another time we thought we were caught by a ninja, but they really only wanted a guy to help them take a picture. because they were really dressed up as ninjas. face mask, long black pants and even a wooden stick LOL (okay, maybe ninjas really dont carry those things but it looked like it fit in) can't remember what i wanted to blog about.

aiya, they killed us this afternoon for war games. it was SO DAM HOT. and then at 3pm we were made to assemble in the. . . . open space. where we had to face the wrath of the sun. SAYING IT WAS HOT IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT OF ALL UNDERSTATEMENTS. i almost died of heat stroke. whenever i stand up and walk around i have this headache.. eeks, it was horrible. i really need to know if alaska is cold all year round of not! so i can decide whether i should move there :D wee.

I'M ON ESIP!!! HAHAA. $17 vs $300. my miscellaneous fees are 2x+ my school fees. it's so hilarious.

okay i think i got nth else to write. tomorrow's plans!!

pon school, since there's only PE. unfortunately this would mean missing a briefing on cca (i think) and assembly. God knows what they're going to do for that. i'm also going to miss PE (which i really don't mind!!) since i don't wanna be sweaty the whole day. eew~

so i'm going to gym and then go bibi&baba to buy mai uniform or mebbe dvc come over and then go bibi&baba to buy uniform :D Hmm. i prefer the latter any day~~~ HAHA.

dang i wonder how long it takes to buy uniforms. then i have to eat lunch all alouneee.. life is sad.

goodnight peepur!

anyway, thankfully aunty was there stoning with me [: so it wasn't so bad. we explored the campus and identified blocks A,B,D,F,G,H,I,J,K (i dont know about C, or if there's L onwards) but i guess that's enough for now. i know where the toilets are :D HAHA. it's so strange seeing as many male as female toilets! took this insane placement test for bio RA (Raffles Academy) thing. it's for insane mathscience students. i think i almost died when i did it. it's like, my brain just dissolved into nothingness. i mean like, every other qn i didn't know how to do. those i recognised i also blanked out for some.

BUT I ACTUALLY GOT INTO RA. AM I RETARDED? OMG I'M SO RETARDED. THIS IS LIKE, UNBELIEVABLE! HAHAHA I'M SO EMBARRASSED FOR MY ESSAY. i think it was all bs. like ALL HAHAHAHA. i don't think i'll be able to look my marker in the eye seriously. like ever. PHWOAR. it's just too embarrassing HAHAAHA.

welcome to geekville. i am now one of the geekazoids of geekville (and that's saying much) no offense to any rj people!! and it's really true, how God will always open doors when some close. when i realised i bpcme was impossible, since i had to take a h2 contrasting sub, i was like damn. i'm also not strong in cca or anth, WHAT ABOUT UNI ADMISSIONS?! so i freaked out but took bcme anyway. now i'm admitted into RA! it's gotta mean something, right? awesome [: then there's h3 too.. yay! alas, there is hope yet.

from 1-3 was the placement test, while the OGs were having war games. (rough games? apparently..) so i only came back in time for the last one. it was under the hothot sun! and even though i had to hold so many people's sweaty hands, it was still fun. this may sound really cliche but teamwork really does get you somewhere :O

i'm really tired!! dvc came over for like 2 hours [: *hugshugs* thanks for coming all th way here for just a short while! ♥ and for risking seeing my grandparents. LOL. they're not so bad lah!

dunno when i'm gonna sleep. slept at 11+ yesterday and i felt REALLY AWAKE at 3. am. it was weird x_x' then i kept thinking about "the head". damn lester. IT'S NOT FUNNY OKAY, IT'Z MAI HOUSE. IF THERE'S A HEAD ANYWHERE IT'S IN MY HOUSE. UGH. and i'm scared T.T sniff. i think i need a hug T.T (guess where that quote is from!!)

kay, now going to do random things. *poof*