my throat is so red T_T i look at it and feel tremendous pain. and i am achy everywhere :( neck ache, arm ache (lolwut, seriously.) this ache that ache headache.. T_T i am miserable. on top of that, i feel hungry very often. and i feel full after eating half a bowl of porridge (lolwut) then gluttony.. then too full.. then medicine.. then some strange gastric-acid-corroding-away-the-walls-of-my-stomach pain... :\ i am sick and miserable. i want to watch the notebook. i think if i cry like how i normally do, my lymph nodes will go into overdrive swollenness and i will die. that shall be the final catastrophe (i love the phrase final catastrophe! thank you brian clark)

i think fevers are less painful? I don't know, the last time I had a fever.... okay that was bad. HEH HEH. i hate you, germs!! i hate you all!! :( i need a hug. (then i'll infect more people) :( sigh. why is life so lose-lose :(