Saturday, April 17, 2010
I FEEL PAIN EVERYWHERE. PAIN. ALL IS PAIN (in love and war) LOL.
angela has a thing for quoting me! all i said was "STRENGTH IN NUMBERS, JAYWALK!" and "divide and conquer!" (because there were 20+ of us and we were trying to find a place to sit in jap foodstreet)
OMG, SUPREME PAIN. you know my brother said the seniors tell the bowlers i am a slacker, like when we do pt. IT IS NOT MY FAULT I AM UNFIT. i am simply unfit :( i cannot run. i cannot do pushups. believe me, i would love to be able to do them as easily as say, gabriel. GABRIEL IS NOT A HUMAN. HE EITHER 1. FEELS NO PAIN 2. HAS ALIEN MUSSELS 3. erm... don't know. fit/not fat. anyway, yes. stupid guys can do pushups so easily. jeff is one perv pls, he kept looking up when we were doing pushups. then dam bad, cos i cannot do he says "MICHELLE DOWN" "MICHELLE DOWN" when it's just supposed to be DOWN, DOWN. sad lah. then not enough, russell has to do commando pushups NEXT TO ME to mock me. stupid king. D:
OH GAWD, PAIN. i ached from thursday's class camp. i was hanging on the plank upside down for like 2mins+ and clare saw me and laughed at me :( she said it was epic. she's not even in my class. my calf (calve..?) died!!! it was so painful. i was ready to give everyone $10 if they would let me down. then i upped it to $20 but still NO. what the!?!?! non-mercenary classmates, or they're just really nice people :) maybe they're not nice - they're sadistic. AHHH!! SCARY THOUGHT!
i just failed, i tried to adjust the music volume of my speakers by reducing the volume on my laptop, then i realised that they were connected to my ipod not my laptop. facepalm.
sadism is a personality disorder. i googled it in case i spelt it wrongly. i tend to do things like that A_A (spell wrongly AND google to check.) OH GAWD
SO PAIN. SUCH GREAT PAIN. well yeah so anyway, continuing from the "pain from thursday" THEN WE DID PUSHUPS YESTERDAY. okay, if we ran i think i would be DEAD, no exaggeration there. my legs still hurt from class camp.
at class camp!! i'm the only one with a single parent! so strange/anomalous! i thought there was a higher divorce rate in singapore, but my dad has a theory that the higher up you go (in education, i presume) the more functional/whole families there are, probably because there's adequate support and no emotional trauma/stress or anything. maybe not "no", but less, anyway.
ARGH my uterus hertz. (Frequency=1/T) HAHAH xkcd.com ♥
and i won't look back
i can go the distance
i will stay on track
no i won't accept defeat!
(hopefully)
ARGH. PAIN
i tried playing kiss the rain today. halfway through, all the notes suddenly became double, and all one octave apart. so it was like jumpjumpjump. OW my wrist hasn't hurt so much.. ever?? gah. but i love the piano! i love music. i love canon in d, and etc.
but now i'm in too much pain to think of pretty things. UGGHHH.